just in case you ever pop in here...

*nods head*

All is forgiven.

Hi Tiny Petal,
I've read through your blog and still can't work out why you're blaming yourself for the break-up.
Did you actually do something terrible or were the pair of you just not compatible?
Even he is/was wonderfella, life and love can go on without him.
If seeing him is stopping you moving forward, stop seeing him.
Good luck,
Kirk.

THANKS Mama :*

dear Kirky - will answer you in private,ok ?
anyway, i was not the best kind of girlfriend, in a nutshell..
a fooooooolish one, and behaving like a little foolish girl
( brrr... don't want to think about it) thank God i changed and learned, and would just like to be friends we'll see

It's truly amazing what people will forgive if you can show true remorse.
Also, generous amounts of passion helps too.

merci Kirky... I try not to lose the hope.. that he will forgive, or rather trust again that I am a good friend, and mean what i say.../ i keep the hope as i still .. love him more than I could ever think I would...he is not a 'wonderfella'; no - he is a human being; but a great and true gentleman.. and he made me best i ever could be.. Have a lovely day!